Happiness Delirium – Part 1
Oct 6th, 2009 | By mervi | Category: Featured articlesSeptember 2009 by Luisa
2009 begin with a great expectation, I promise myself: this year I am going to Berlin! It is decided! Eight months of preparations: physical exercises, cares with the health, economy, how to support 15 hours of flight and 2 of airport without smoking? Abandoning the addiction. It is done. Everything is ready and it arrives the great day: I am anxious and with fear of the flight, when the airplane lifts I closed my eyes and I can feel a great white paw holding my hands and I am calm. The whole fear of the landing is substituted by the hope of seeing the zoo of the window of the airplane. I step in Berlin as who enters in the Paradise.
How to sleep and to wait until the following morning?
September 4, do I get off the meter and I sight Annemarie and Yeo that wait for me in the door of the zoo, how to greet them? The Latins like me are smooching, has the habit of to hug and to kiss and they told me that the Europeans just extend them hand, great lie!
They are so many hugs… we entered in the zoo, Annemarie and Roney stopping to see the rhinoceros,Oh!
NO! I want to see Knut!!!!! Let´s go!!!! When I was near of the enclosure, somebody screams – Luisa! My heart stop, so many faces that I knew only of the PC´s screen! Did I enter in PC? I look at the stones and…THERE IT IS HIM: lying, calm, beautiful. Suddenly I am not one more lady, my 53 years disappear and I become a child, impossible to contain the tears.
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So many hugs, gifts, emotions. My internal child takes care of me. The happiness and the ecstasy take care of me, I am face to face with Mervi, Judy, Bea, Baby, Steff….
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so many friends so dear and the king of the party – KNUT
Hei Kut, Stand up!
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HE IS BEAUTIFUL, FANTASTIC, I AM IN LOVE!!
I run to see the feeding of the big ones: Lars is enormous and the ladies are pure charm
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I can see them for the glass, so close:
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Back to Knut. I don’t want to be behind the camera, limited, I want to look everything, I leave for Roney and the photo aunts (my idols) the capture of the best moments, I have everything saving in my mind – such special moments that I will never forget.
The feeding of Knut is a party to the part and all are very gentile with me, giving up the best place for me not to lose anything (Thank you Angelina, Vesa, etc…)
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Is Knut smiling?
I am going with the friends to know the zoo, it is a place beautiful, clean, with healthy animals and very cares. In the way I see a small squirrel, he seems of plush and all laugh at my enthusiasm, after all squirrels are in the garden of all, but I had never seen an and carrying a baby.
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I ate lunch – Fried potatoes and Currywurst delicious, hummmmmm
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We went back to Knut and the friends and the afternoon run without I notice, soon it is time of the encounter in Joe´s, bye, bye Knut I return tomorrow.
The party is very cheerful, all are pure happiness and I have the honor of to be photographs for the lenses of Viktor (the blue man) and I have fun with the instantaneous blog and the messages of Leaf and f the friends that could not be there.
Also I meet other friends and to Berliner Weisse mt Schuss, that I hope is always in Die Knuipe’s menu.
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I am one of the last to leave, I don’t want to sleep, I don’t want to wake up of this dream….






























Dear Luisa,
How I enjoyed your report from Berlin. Every word bubbles of joy – just like champagne! We had such a good time together hadn’t we? Now you know, too, how it feels to meet our Knuti ‘live’ – and it feels just the same every time I visit him. I hope we can meet again!
Hugs from Mervi (to Rooney, too)
Dear Luisa!
Your report is great. I am very glad that your journey was good.
Hugs
My sweet Brazilian Lady, what a lovely report from the first day in Zoo. And yes, I can fully understand the feelings when one is seeing Knut for the first time. I still remember that I simply stood there watching him and feeling so grateful that finally I could see him with my own eyes. And yes again, he is a beautiful young animal. And again yes again, it is such a joy to enter that Zoo and to meet all these people again. Believe me, even after so many times, it is never boring.
Looking forward to the following parts of your report.
Big hug,
Patricia
Dear Luisa,
Your report is delightful! I can feel your excitement and joy in your words….the zoo is a special place, indeed….and so many dear knutians……I am so glad you made your dream come true! xo k-j
Oh Luisa – what a wonderful report – I didn’t realise that it was worthy of a mascara warning – I am a mess at my desk and my boss is watching!!! So sorry that I was not able to meet you there.
Thank you and lots of love – Sarah and the Chelsea Gang xxx
Dear Luisa,
I’m waiting for part 2 just to share your joy and your happiness!!!
By the way, I’ve never seen a squirrel either, it’s too hot over here.
Marina
Dear Luisa,
Your report is just enchanting! So exquisitely joyful that it made me cry too. And the best part of it is as KNUTI-JUDI said, “….you made your dream come true.” Thank you very much for sharing your joy with us. I eagerly look forward to the rest of your reports.
Bear hugs, Sarsam
LUISA: Thank you! Thank you! for sharing your visit with Knuti!!! I am sitting here with tears in my eyes I am so happy for you and your experiences with little Knuti! I love hearing about your trip, the Zoo and Knuti!
Thank you dearest Friend!
I hope we can meet in Bearlin next year to share visiting with Knuti!
Hugs and Love from: Eva, Woofie and Mama J
Woofie and Mama J send woofs and kisses to Star and Tommy!!!
Dear aunt Luisa!
When are you coming back to Berlin?
Your lovely Knut
Luisa, every word of your reports means joy and happiness.Yes, we had a wonderfull time together in Berlin.
By reading your heartwarming report I feel to be back at Knuts enclosure together with all the dear friends.
Bea